Omg how can you be just a memory or a thought I just cant accept this horror. I miss you so much Dave. I yearn to see your face . To see your smile but most of all to hold you again. I just want you .I don't want to remember you just want you here with me. How do I live with this torture I just don't want to . I want to be with you to know your okay . I miss you so so much my beautiful boy. If only I'd know it wouldn't have been like this . I'd give my life to have you here with all the people who love and miss you xxxxxx