Darling your plaque is finally at the crematorium , although its utter madness in my head to read those words . Whoever thought I would read them in my lifetime , that my beautiful son would take his own life and leave me broken .
I love you my darling forever you were so special to me Dave . I love you more than you could ever know . I miss you and I yearn for you everyday . I cant wait till the day I see you again . I hope you found the peace you needed if you knew the devastation you have left behind , the people who love you and miss you every day i don't think you would have left us. Or maybe if you had know the unconditional love of a child you would have thought twice . But if onlys, what ifs, and I wished are all to late now . I would swap my life with you in an instant Dave if you could come back to us all . I have so much admiration for you darling and I have been so very proud of you all my life .
My beautiful boy
