My darling David I cant believe another year has passed since I last saw you . They say this pain gets easier well thats bull shit for a start if anything it gets worse. I really want to look at your pictures, watch your videos and listen to your voice , but I cant because it brings back that unbearable pain that takes my breath away I miss you so much Dave if only I could have seen you more instead of having covid may be we wouldn't be where we are now . I'm so sorry my beautiful boy I love you with all my heart forever xxxxx mum xxx